It must have been that time of the month.

so those feelings of being bipolar n schizo-ness n thinking that i had cancer cuz my boobies were hurting was prolly jus signs of my period coming haha.. i must say im pretty relieved.. being a big bad bitch makes me feel like crap

its gross tho.. they chose the best time to turn off the water!! -__-*

P.S. HEROES IS SO GREAT

Feeling much bitter.

mos def.. hey i might be suffering from a personality disorder or something.. im paranoid n i cant trust anyone.. n need to be assured all the time that things are ok.. i jus dont kno what it is but sometimes i wake up wit this gut feeling that something is not right.. that someone who says i should trust them is going behind my back n doing me wrong n hiding the fact from me

truth? love is great n all that but the lows are hella depressing

I may just be.

passive-aggressive.

i think i might have to seek anger management.. i always thot that its jus i was able to keep my cool n bump the hate.. that it took loathing to shake me up.. but apparently my heat is on a shallower level esp if im hella comfortable around the person whos whether or not is doing it on purpose provoking me.. when our relationship is on that thru thick n thin tip.. im more open to exposing the "real me" that i try hard to hide cuz im ashamed that its real foul.. everybody else assumes i never get angry.. truth is athome i snap at anyone who slightly crosses me.. sure i feel bad about it.. ofcourse its rare i say sorry either since i admit i got too much pride sometimes.. thankfully honest to goodness love wont let whoevers wit me turn their backs for anything

Depression.

+ loss of appetite or sex drive
+ decreased activity
+ sleeping too much

= me?


n all i been doing lately is deny or front.. but u kno what.. im kinda excited for this week.. more excited than i ever sincerely was for awhile now.. n it feels good to have a small part of me back.. ive made plans wit friends n whatnot n i cant wait to c how things turn out.. i kno itll be fun.. it already started out well :)