Time wounds all heals.

Time will keep on ticking. It's unbiased and doesn't choose to stop for anybody. And as it winds...these wounds will heal.

Some people think it's holding on that makes one strong...sometimes it's letting go. Ne-Yo was right when he sang about stupid love songs. All of them seem to remind me of what we used to have. It would've been a year yesterday, and I envy what my friend Noelle has with her boyfriend Alwin. Today, they're celebrating three years. I congratulate them. Not many couples nowadays stand the test of time.

I look at myself and think that I'm weak. A part of me said to give you a chance. Everybody deserves a second chance right? But another part of me said that it was probably meant to be with another guy. Under pressure I was pushed to make a decision, and I picked him. I already told you my reasons.

Baby, I waited for you even though you told me not to. I blindly chased after you because you kept me in the dark. You never told me your true intentions as to how "us" was going to work out. Family and friends insisted I was a fool. I never listened to them before, and I always defended you against their harsh words, but I couldn't be strong by myself anymore. You weren't there with me. I was unhappy.

I'm sorry things didn't go the way you hoped it would in the end. I didn't expect it to be like this either. Right place, wrong time? No, you're not going to be my fallback guy if things don't happen with him. I don't even know if he feels strongly enough for me. But I made a decision, so I'm going to stand by it and face the consequences that comes with that choice.